I was gonna leave tonight, but for some reason I felt like I should go running first, I don’t know why because I hate running. While I was running, I heard a woman screaming for help. I went to see what was going on and managed to stop some tweakers from gang-raping her. I bought her enough time to run away, so the tweakers held me down while one of them carved the word “HERO” into my chest. I gave my statement to the cops, but I am now in trouble for being out late, starving because I threw up all the food I had eaten and I can’t bring myself to eat, and (although I’m masochistic, I hate pain if it’s forced upon me) I can’t move an inch without my chest burning and bleeding all over the place. And for some reason, I can no longer bring myself to kill myself tonight. Even though I stopped a rape, all I can think about is that all I got for trying to do the right thing are some crappy scars and an even crappier night.
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I know that it’s selfish of me to think like that, but I can’t help it.
You have every right to think like that if you need/want to. But just think what you did for that woman. Even if you never see her again, she will be forever thankful to you. A complete stranger, who gave her the chance to get away. If more people did this for others daily, the world would be better…So I think yo are amazing for putting yourself in that position, I’m sorry for the pain you’re getting now though
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Be proud of yourself.That was a great thing to do
Most people would not have the courage to do that in their lifetime.
Thats such a amazing thing to do…i bet that woman is very thankfull to you.. =]…you should be glad that you saved someone….not alota ppl get that chance to do the thing you did….
if i were you, i’d be damn proud of that new “tattoo”. hell yes you’re a hero. and you’re not some phony poser hero… you have the badge to prove it. that’s what being a hero is all about, taking all the abuse from the world so you can let others escape. well done my friend.
wow, you amaze me. you really are a hero. you resisted the erg to kill yourself and instead you saved the life of another person. and don’t think i overdo it. i know girls that got raped and it totally destroyed their lives. some of them cant even have any sexual contact any more. not just because of the psychological factors but also because they aren’t physically able anymore to have sex. so to me you are a hugh hero. and this girl will forever be thankfull to you, believe me.
Thanks, but I just feel like I’m in the wrong for not being super happy that I saved someone, I’m glad that I did it, but I just feel like I’m being really selfish. I’m proud of what I did but I’m ashamed of how I feel, if that makes any sense at all.
It’s understandable because you gone through a trama too,and I think that there should be more help out there for people in your situation.9I’m supprised the cops didn’t help you out,or at least take you to hospital)
But I believe after some time you have gotten over it you will realise it was well worth it.
I’m not saying that I would ever change it, and I know that it was worth it. I just feel like a jerk for not being super happy about it.
your a gret guy for doing this most people would have just walked off and though oh well someone else will call the cops or take care of. you dont have to super happy about it but remember your a great guy:)