This may be my ninth or tenth post by now. I really feel fucking herendous now its just stupid. I know I will cause pain for the ones I love but if they’d have loved me enough then they’d have seen the condition I’m in and cared and actually do something. I finally feel at ease with the thought of killing myself. I feel peaceful somehow, surely this will make my decision that bit less stressful.
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No dont do it they dont know whats wrong with u unless you tell them i just confessed to my mom and i feel ten times better. something will happen and things will move on and be better one day. everything takes time so just be patient and do something for your self that is nice and upbringing of your spirit!
I have tried bringing myself up many a time. And I just keep coming back to the same point.
im still at a horrible point in my life too but i no death isnt the answer even if i do want to and think about it 24/7 i no believe that you as a person determine your own destiny and future so im gonna try to make mine shine i just have to get out of this depression and stressful life first. some days are better than others but all in all i hate the way i feel but i believe one day it will get better! u need to try and do the same 🙂
I have been thinking things would get better for the last five years. Time keeps passing me by and I know I can never catch up. If things were to get better then they would have happened by now. And I don’t want to wait thirty years down the line until things get better.