So long, and Goodnight.

 

I’ve just about had it.

I’ve been called a dyke and a closet lesbian for the past couple of months now, when I’m straight -.-

Am I not allowed to have close “girl” friends!? The people in my school are fucked in the head.

I don’t know why I keep logging on this site….I’m 15, turning 16 this year.

I know I shouldn’t listen to what anyone says but this is now and it sucks, majorly.

Also I feel like the most morally repugnant thing in the world. My friends are really pretty and well all the guys fall for them.

Whereas I only had one bf and I’m emo, who wants to date a freak like myself anyways.

I bet my parents think I’m a burden to them, along with my friends. I asked my ‘rents the other day if I was and they said “LOL, no.”, But I have a feeling that they’re lying.

I’m prob just another “moody/emotinal” adolescent teen, but I can’t vent to anyone anymore.

It’s nearly impossible to do so. Whenever I try people either say “Get over it, I’ve had worse….” or they ignore me.

I bottle everything up anyways, so no one really asks anymore.

I’ve been contemplating if I should start smoking or not, Definently not doing drugs though.

I use to have a whole bunch of friends, but now I only havearound 2 – 4 good friends now. Everyone else started ignoring me or blacking me out mainly cuz of who I’ve turned into, which is emo.

I’m so tired of high school and my life at this point,.

I know, “get over it”

But you don’t know how much I get taunted in a day, and I definently NOT a snitch.

So fed up.

Famous Last Words – MCR