Each tear that falls off my cheek is another painful memory. They are happy memories but they suddenly turned cold. Thinking about him makes my stomach turn. I cannot continue this.
@Kizzy: I would never do it because of someone. They just give me the extra push so I don’t have to push myself… The way I see it there are two options for me. I could either commit suicide purely off of my depression or allow someone to give me the strength to do it. The shit that is happening with me at the moment is sort of pushing me to do it. It’s giving me an option and I would rather take it than not.
I know that stomach feeling. Just thinking about it is about to make me stomach turn. I really don’t like that feeling at all. It only comes when I think about someone in a certain way. I hope things start going better for you. For whatever it’s worth.
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Don’t do it because of him do it because you have nothing left to do.
@Kizzy: I would never do it because of someone. They just give me the extra push so I don’t have to push myself… The way I see it there are two options for me. I could either commit suicide purely off of my depression or allow someone to give me the strength to do it. The shit that is happening with me at the moment is sort of pushing me to do it. It’s giving me an option and I would rather take it than not.
You can get through this. Time will help. Talking to others will help as well.
hell, far be it for me to preach to you, but i sense in your previous post a lot of confusion.
i understand my previous posts make my replies sound loaded, however if you did just wanna chat with no alterior motives mabe it could help.
Humbly, Kutner
I know that stomach feeling. Just thinking about it is about to make me stomach turn. I really don’t like that feeling at all. It only comes when I think about someone in a certain way. I hope things start going better for you. For whatever it’s worth.