Everything i do i get depress. I dont know why and i dont know how. Right now im just sad. I dont feel very good. Ugh i think im going to throw up. Im at my auntie’s and i guess im babysitting. Ain’t life the greatest. Having fake happiness and smiles on your face. Thinking everything is fine when its not. Always looking down and just walking away annoying the people who call out my name. I dont mean to do that but i guess im not in the mood to talk or anything. Ugh i feel like im going insane. Getting mad over the smallest thing. Every time i hear my brother talk i just want to shot myself. I cant take life, these emotions, and this family anymore.
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Life’s hard. I understand what you mean by fake happiness. I always smiled and laughed when really I was just so broken inside. Sorry, I’ve no remedy to the sadness. I’ve only got music and art to sustain what little hope I have left. How about you?
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