i stop on here everyday to make sure im still seeing the names i no making sure people are still here. I hope this site helps people i wanted to die but things are starting to fall in place for me my birthday is in a week and i have plans for the bruno mars concert and an indians game. Im very excited and i just got a raise and promotion and my sisters living with me again so im just very happy right now. i still have bad thoughts but i feel like things are starting to look up and i hope things do for others on this site as well. if anyone needs anything or needs a friend let me know im a great listener!!!! Ive had 4 unsuccessful attempts so im just gonna quit trying to die and live and try to make the best of it!!!!!!
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great attitude:)
im trying and your one that i check for everyday i would hate to see you not on here!!!! stay strong for hailey!!!!she needs you!!!
awwh thanks but i promise im not going anywhere fro a very long time your right my baby girl needs me but thanks for checking on me i feel special now:)
your too young im gonna be 21 may 10th and i know i have alot ahead of me and you at 15 definately have alot and these should be the best days of your life no worrys wait until your an adult thats when my life really sucked 10 times more but life is what you make it!!!!!
And you are special! Dont forget that!
im 17 but i get your point thanks i try not to worry so much but i just cant help it.
exactly and wow 17 just think one more year or less whatever and you will be 18 an adult ya no so just stay strong in your mind and keep telling yourself things will get better just think it could be worse look at other people that are less fortunate ya no so stay tough girl!!!!
Hey CMC, I’m really glad that things are turning around for you. You’re such a positive force, it’s hard to believe you’d ever get this low but people like you don’t stay down for long. A nice loud concert always helps. Keep us posted on how things go… I haven’t heard of too many succesful recoveries, so you’re def an inspiration 🙂
Thanks Scoob!!!! I was very down thought nothing was gonna look up then BAM they are starting to and with everything ive been through i know that anyone can do it to you just have to mentally keep yourself strong and willing. If I really wanted to die i think i would have succeeded in one of my four attempts but some how i lived. i think its cuz deep down inside i didnt want to die or because it wasnt my time. So just stay strong crazy people like myself LOL jk, were not crazy maybe normal people that smile everyday are the crazy ones. WHO KNOWS!
yeah i know it crazy to think that in 9 mths ill be an adult an can do what i want with out having to ask my mom for it it great but you gotta stay strong to:)
It makes me so happy to see a lovely young person my own age having things turn out good! God bless you beautifui 🙂 keep strong xoxo
As if being an Indians fan isn’t reason enough! LOL I hope all is well … “next year” is here – Go Tribe 🙂
Wahoo dawg