i want die

ahhhh i know, it feels hopeless right, and just so overwhelming, like you dont belong here, like you should never have been born. but you were, and that was not for you to decide,your here now and you should feel at least kinda lucky that you were born for the chances of being born are very slim. Just keep going, put one foot in front of the other and just keep walking no matter how painful. you gotta hold onto somthing and keep going, even though you might not get it now and it all may seem lost but it will get better if you want it to, lifes full of ups and downs, sometimes its full of darkness for a very long time, so when the light finally shines, you can really appreciate it and that is when you really know and feel the meaning of life, and that it really is worth living. NEVER GIVE UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!