its me again….

i believe in god i really do but y does He keep pushing my needs off. Everybody gets everything they want and im stuck with wht i got. What if God was one us? what would u say to Him? what would u do? what do you think He would say to u? What do u think he’d do? i honestly dnt know how to answers these questions cuz ive made mistakes in life but who doesn’t? Still i feel like he’s ignoring me. Idk if he wants me to be happy or make others happy, i guess making others happy is suppose to make me happy. But the reality is it doesnt!! so now what do i do? make ppl sad? im sure tht’ll make me feel much better!! hehehehe im just kidding but really i want know what i gotta do to get His attention.