i heard if you kill yourself you go to hell.. so can someone kill me now? it’ll be a thousand times easier. i can even pay you…
everyday in my life, i cry. i just cry and cry and cry. all around my eyes, its all dark and weird cause of all these years i’ve been crying.
plus, i feel like in my life, there’s a huge similarity between life on earth and life in hell. there’s absolutely no difference. its EXACTLY the same. so maybe i should just kill myself, yes?
i’ve been thinking of suicide for a really long time now.
and i feel like im going to do it anytime soon. i’ve even written a suicide note. only i havent showed it to anytime..
somebody, anybody, help me please. i yearn for help
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Im 17 and I have a whole box of suicide letters…i never know what I wantmy last word to be…or if these horrible people even deserve closure.
exactly… the only thing which is stopping me from killing myself is that, if i do die, all those people who tortured me, wins. i DONT want them for a single second to think they won. but then again, they kind of already have… sorry if i’m crapping…. im just….. lost..
the only person im staying here for is my three year old sister….if it weren’t for her I would have killed myself freshman year. I would love to have the satisfaction of the guilt that would be inflicted upon my parents. Knowing that my blood would be on their hands till the day they die
Um…my point of view on the suicide hell thing is that, if you really want to do it then do it, what happens afterwards we don’t know. Just think t through…take time and decide what you really want if suicide is the answer. And also the thing about someone killing you, well then they would end up with second degree murder charges
Hello Xandra
I completely agree with you. If there are people who have tortured you, you have to make them pay, and by no means you are going to provide them with a chance to laugh on you if you hurt yourself.
Write to us who they are and what they have done to you. We first have to make sure you are alright and safe, you first have to protect yourself and be in a good situation before you plan anything.
Remember that revenge is a dish that is served and eaten cold. It also has to be commensurate, that is, you are not going to kill anybody because nobody has killed you, so, make sure you dont take things out of proportions.
Looking forward to reading you, and tell us more about you, what your situation is, age, and like I said, what they did.
hugs
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@AtTheEnd
shut the fuck up telling people to kill themselves, shut the fuck up!
@oracle: AtTheEnd only did what anyone else does. It’s not right to try to convince someone into not doing it. It’s no one elses choice but your own. He only said that Xandra shoudlthink about it before she/he decides doing it. So please cool it. All you will do is start drama on SP. No one needs that. Thanks. bye
Thank you my friend for defending my right to my own opinion as Voltaire would have done were he still alive! <3