life maybe get better

some of the people say my life going to get better but maybe if  it willl or maybe not??? if i explain my life then maybe you might think why is she wanting to kill her self but if i tell you the true story you will understand  why i want to and why aall my friends dont want to be around me and i never talk so i dont understand why they do this to me 🙁 maybe life will get better or maybe not who knows :/