One of Those Nights

These are one of those nights that i want to kill myself. I want to do what i always been waiting for. I dont know whats wrong with me. I dont really care either. All i want is the water in my lungs to suffercate me. I want to cut my breath short. I want everything to be too late to save me. Let people talk. Their opinions are worthless to me. I really dont care what God or Jesus did. Was i there? No. so why should i be so concern about it. Life is to hard to pass on. Death is easy to handle. All i want is to die. Im done with everything that has happen. I have no future. So why should i stay. It may hurt the people who care. But i been hurt too much to no let this opporuntiy to pass by. I guess these are one of the times i have to break mine promise.