General Pills by backtrackinlife 5/8/2011 written by backtrackinlife 5/8/2011 I carry my pills, my safety blanket. My pills that I don’t take. Enough to over dose. I carry my pills. I want death, always. Yet I want life, happy. I put a pill to my lips. Another. Another. Slowly slipping away 9 comments 0 Email Related posts Vroom Vroom 5/6/2024 No follow-through 5/5/2024 lost you 5/5/2024 ..it’s only in my head 5/5/2024 What is wrong with me? 5/5/2024 Conscious During A Drug High? 5/5/2024 Scared 5/4/2024 Birthday 5/4/2024 This might be the year 5/3/2024 It’s been a while… 5/3/2024 9 comments lisarich 5/9/2011 - 1:07 am then come back. You were meant to be here. I care. Log in to Reply AtTheEnd 5/9/2011 - 1:43 am I carry my blade because it is always there… I wish I could trade depression with you, I’d rather you have mild depression and I be worse off. Log in to Reply lostsoul49 5/9/2011 - 7:26 am What pills do you have? I want to know what pills can kill me in peace. Please help me. Log in to Reply backtrackinlife 5/9/2011 - 8:53 pm I think tonight is the night.. :] Log in to Reply will692 5/9/2011 - 10:06 pm Please don’t do it. You can get help and live a happy life. Log in to Reply will692 5/9/2011 - 10:09 pm You can learn to live a fulfilling life. Log in to Reply backtrackinlife 5/9/2011 - 10:19 pm :/ I don’t want to learn to .. i just want a happy life.. but it feels impossible. Log in to Reply snowman 5/9/2011 - 10:25 pm i wont let you go :/ ur the love of my life and i know uv been hurt but im here to fix that i know i might not be able to fix it all but im gonna try as hard as i can i swear Log in to Reply backtrackinlife 5/9/2011 - 10:29 pm @snowman: I know hun.. <3 I just… i'm not an easy fix.. I have issues that aren't able to be solved… :/.. Log in to Reply Leave a Comment Cancel ReplyYou must be logged in to post a comment.Subscribe to comments: Don't subscribe All new comments Replies to my comments Notify me of followup comments via e-mail. You can also subscribe without commenting.
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then come back.
You were meant to be here.
I care.
I carry my blade because it is always there…
I wish I could trade depression with you, I’d rather you have mild depression and I be worse off.
What pills do you have? I want to know what pills can kill me in peace. Please help me.
I think tonight is the night.. :]
Please don’t do it. You can get help and live a happy life.
You can learn to live a fulfilling life.
:/ I don’t want to learn to .. i just want a happy life.. but it feels impossible.
i wont let you go :/ ur the love of my life and i know uv been hurt but im here to fix that i know i might not be able to fix it all but im gonna try as hard as i can i swear
@snowman: I know hun.. <3 I just… i'm not an easy fix.. I have issues that aren't able to be solved… :/..