I’ve just rent a helium cylinder, made my hood kit, the only thing left is to go to a motel and die peacefully… BUT now i dont know if this is really what i want to do. I’m sick of living, dont want to work, study, date, ANYTHING. The only thing holding me right now is my mom, who loves me, but i’m sick of living for the others… 🙁
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living for others is possibly the best thing anybody can aspire to. In fact it is the best therapy and preventer of any evil. But living for others does not mean staying alive to not shock them with news. Living for others means an active interest and genuine care for the welfare of others. You should consider yourself lucky to have a mother. Many of us dont have that, or even never had it.
I agree with oracle….except you need to live for yourself as well. At least that’s what every counselor Ive met has said on the subject of suicide. Live to enjoy life, live life, and enjoy it with others. Mutual happiness i guess ;-;
hey im here i understand what your feeling e-mail me mkafan12@yahoo.com
Living for others is a terrible feeling. I’m right there with you. I wish I could just quit, but no. My parents would be distraught. I about killed myself once before and after seeing their faces when I told them. . . I think it through. I want to go, but the pain I would cause them always holds me back.
Just decided I’m going tonight… I hope my mom understands my feeling (she will, she knows I havent been happy for alot of years. I’ve got a good job, girls when i want, some ‘friends’ to drink together, but none of it makes me feel good).
Thanks for the words guys, I hope all of you find your peace.