Does anyone ever remember when suicide wasn’t an option…
Forget religious piety, spare me your self-help appointed guru-ism.
I am here to hear truths, from you, hopefully I have finally found people I can relate to.
You can’t help me and I definitely can’t help you, but I can post and listen until I figure out which path to travel.
I overdosed about two years ago, all that was accomplished was deafness in ICUÂ for a week, liver and kidney damage and an all expenses paid trip to the state hospital in a pair of pretty silver bracelets, in a secure caged car with colorful lights. Public humiliation is always good for failed suicide attempt.
I’m pretty sure I’ll try again. Do you consider this as an option?
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Yes i do, and i came close, i planned my methord, and if i succeded then i would not be here talking to you, infact what detered me was the fact that i lost all my data on my computer and my ipod broke.
So becuase i needed to recover my data i could not commit suicide, becuase i had to wait 2 mouths for the internet to be back on.
I have gotten over the past, but a still have new problems…i recently came out as homosexual, so homophobia might push me over the edge.
Then agian who the fuck wants to miss out on 23/12/2012 we will see if the Myan’s were right.
By the way i still have the stuff needed to commit suicide, i will just stay with the origanal plan…..slice my throat with a sharpener blade in the boys’ toilets.
Thank you for reading. 🙂
Yikes, that is a very violent plan. I’m more the overdose go in my sleep kinda gal. How did losing data on your computer keep you from committing the final act? In the boys’ toilets? Are you in school, how old are you? And as for being homosexual, you cannot change nature, could’t you move to a more tolerent place?
Well my confidence is shit, and i wanted to preserve my data, so i could have it with me when i die sort of a thing.
Plus i am 18 now and i was 18 in march, i saw my 18th birthday part key as a sybol of liberation to a better world, but i am stuck on this one.
Oh yeah the reason why i am slicing my throat is becuase it yealds better results.
With an overdose you could wake-up brain dead.
With throat sliceing, you go unconsiouss and you die in minutes.
If my life turns to shit or life becomes too much then i will suicide.
What made you think of overdoseing?
When I can sleep, it’s my escape…no one can hurt me then. So going to sleep forever seemed the best possible way for me at that time. Obviously it failed. I woke up and was frightened because it caused me to go deaf. Now I know if I had just not paniced and waited a few more hours, I would have succeeded. 18 is very young, I am sorry you are so unhappy. I wish I could say life gets better, somehow I keep stumbling through. What kind of data on your computer is so important, if you don’t mind me asking?
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