So cold is my dark room shrouded in black, none of the beautiful summer sunlight reaches in here. Scared of the outside world but also scared of my own heaven. So summer is here and I’m no longer trapped in school, but what does that matter, at least school was a place to escape, now I have nothing, but be trapped home all summer, I wish I had my license at least but I don’t, who is happy when your trapped at home all summer, I don’t know if itll help but I’m going to ask my mom for a counselor, why? To have something to do and maybe talk to someone I guess. I probably be a waste of their time anyhow. I know my problems seem elementary compared to all of yours, I wanna help all of you, just terrible at doin so, as my advice is completely stupid, I’m going to a lake tommoro with my friend, but with so many people there I’m going to be nervous as hell, and love , I must speak of that as well, so far away, so dreadfully far away. I’m a wreak, my parents try to help, thy really do, I know, ‘at least your parents care’ but I don’t know, they can’t help me. They try to help so much it annoys me, I’m scared of relationships, will I end ruining it is always on my mind, will I end up getting tiring, I’m also moody, changing from happy to sad to happy again. I hate being sad but When I’m happy it’s easily ruined. I at no costs want to be put on any meds. Ahh I had a headache all day, when I go to that lake I’m going to want to drown myself, its deep, what’s to stop me. There’s no life guards. No boundaries. Sorry I wasted your time people,
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Brandon
Yes?
sup dude,,, im here if you wana talk about stuff,, like , MAN TO MAN =)
Hey. Wats up, I’m sitting here with a headache ha,
mhmm, that’s bothersome, any remedies you can think of for that?,, I’m thinking,,, make yourself some warm hot cocoa, and sit back.
I’m just sitting here, sufficating.
so you’re going to the lake tomorrow wit some friends? , try to enjoy yourself yeah?
Haha I meet do that, and il try to, I honestly don’t wanna go but my friend invited me, why are you suffocating
yeah if it was me, i’d just swim the entire time, to get a good work out, ha. Then after i’d be too tired to focus on anything. I don’t like social gatherings either, especially in a large number of people. not my thing. I’m sufficating cause I can’t,, breath properly, my nose is fucked up, lol. I’m trying to get it fixed, i just need to be patient. So how did you like the idea of Streets of Rage on the Sega? ha
Yeah I will just swim the entire time, and stay to myself and enjoy the view I guess, and ehh I’m sorry dude, that sucks :/. And pretty awsome
I’m asking you to please let me go…I need to die. :'(
No Liz:(
♪♫ Brandon ~ Brandon ~ ur never here ~ the 4 best friends need to chat ~ about stuff or nuthin at all ~ =) ~ la la laaaa ♫♪
Great song Liz hahah
thanx haha ^^
Hey
Brandon! ⤠I missed you!
Who would miss me
well i did,,, but it doesnt seem that you missed me =\ , and that’s the truth
but it’s cool, it’s alright =*| , somethin in my eye scuse me
I did miss you. I’m sorry if it seemed I didn’t :/. I missed all of you dearly.
yeah always missing people…*sighs* distance
Sorry. I didn’t mean to cause an upset, ima leave now too. Bye
yeahh i mean,,, this isn’t the greatest way to communicate you? I find it hard to … adapt
*this isn’t the greatest way to communicate you kno**
haha wao
man, im outties too then, peace
haha, i don’t think we’re compatible when we’re all together, but honestly i don’t feel im compatible with any1 really,,, n that’s the truth
…alone again…
I’m still here Liz. I’m not going