Well I guess the suicidal thoughts stayed away for as long as they’re going to stay away. I suppressed them by laughing the pain away, but screw it. Damn it all. I’m tired of wearing a smiling mask in the sunlight but crying once the darkness settles. Damn the pain, damn the hurt, damn the change… I’m sick of it all. I just want to sleep… Why won’t people let me sleep the darkness away?
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i know how that is. Mines still away for a good few days sometimes they sneak up on me. I hate wearing a mask full of smiles. saying that i am okay when im really not. I know how it is you get sick of it pretty soon. I always just want to sleep and never wake up. /). (\