I cant last much longer. theres nothing left. my heart isnt broken, it is completely destroyed. i feel nothing but pain, emotional pain. the physical pain, which mostly comes to me because i subject myself to it, i have come to enjoy. nobody cares about me. when will my life end? not soon enough. my life is like a nightmare which i never awake from. i look around. i see everybody laughing. happy, enjoying themselves. i envy their happiness. everyone is in a big group talking. i am the one on the outside. exiled. isolated. i have no friends. people i know, they consider me as their friend, but i dont think of them as my friends. i havent been happy in a very long time. i have forgotten what it is like to feel happy. i am already dead inside. i just wish i was dead altogether.
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Oh man. You just encased my life in that. Especially the part about envying everyones happiness and not considering people that consider you as their friend as your friend. Ah I just confused myself. But anyways. Yes I wish I was dead altogether
I couldn’t say it better myself. you pretty much covered it all, like exactly all
thanks guys, the stuff i put on here almost always seems to relate to someone in some way
well we’re all suicidal, don’t we all wanna die? so we can pretty much ALL relate in that way, even though we have different stories, right?:)
Haha yea that makes sense. Everyone has different stories but the outcome is still the same, they want to die. I forgot about that