It is such a difficult world… Nobody really said that life would be that easy.  This is a story about loss, but not in the sense that I loss someone.  Basically, it is about losing something that is very important to me— career.  It is sad reality that after I graduated with a degree and that  I will end up with a massive amount of debt and not be able to practice with my degree.  Although, after being laid off twice in a row (last year) maybe I should be grateful that now I have two part time jobs.  It is just frustrating that even I tried my best to better my situation, it seems that my best is not good enough.  With daily crisis and strife, I wonder if there is any possible way that things will get better.  I hope that someday all of my hard work will get something in return.
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Yea this world is very difficult, I’m a teen and looking to the future makes me weep
I truly hope & pray things get better for you.
money can often be the root of a depressive episode for me. sometimes i think, ‘ if only i had unlimited money ‘ i wouldn’t have to worry about supporting myself or my loved ones. i wouldn’t have to work this shit job. i wouldn’t have to waste my time thinking about gas money and vehicle repairs and payments and insurance. it takes up so much time it just seems like a waste of life. i hate it with a passion. i don’t even have a career. just manual labor. i always wish i could turn my hobbies/passions into a career but i seldom lack motivation to do anything for very long before pessimism and the want to forget my life takes over.