Failure. It hurts to think that even we did the best we can, we still failed with what we tend to aspire. Sometimes, it is just so hopeless to be in the position you are stuck—whether it is about career or relationship. Loneliness and despair just tend to mingle with our fate. I know it sounds so melodramatic, but it seems that no matter how much I tried, my potentials were not even considered. There are days that I just want to end it. Tired of all the disappointments. I wish that all these bad feelings will go away. It is also so hard to […]
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Today, I thought it will be a good day. I was wrong. I am tired of how people treat me miserably. Someone told me that because of my face that most of the time, I get bullied. I thought that when you reached a certain age that the bullying will just stop. Apparently, that is not the case. Bullying even happens at work place. Sometimes, people that were given a little bit of power become so abusive. I always asked myself why do I really care so much about work— especially when you are just doing your best and […]
It is such a difficult world… Nobody really said that life would be that easy.  This is a story about loss, but not in the sense that I loss someone.  Basically, it is about losing something that is very important to me— career.  It is sad reality that after I graduated with a degree and that  I will end up with a massive amount of debt and not be able to practice with my degree.  Although, after being laid off twice in a row (last year) maybe I should be grateful that now I have two part time jobs.  It is just frustrating that even I […]