Weird Artsy Stuff

I feel caged up inside my everyday emotions

Hiding behind a mask

I can’t remain hidden.

I fool myself.

I make things happen

Fate decides my pain.

Maybe it’s for the better

Maybe it’s for the worse.

Who knows.

My mask is made of pure silver

It hides the crystal.

That hides beneath my eyes.

It is all about hiding.

I show no true colors.

I show no more feelings

I am dry as a desert.

Who am I fooling ?

Myself.

Who wants to believe it ?

Only me.

I make this complicated.

I’m even crying in my sleep.

Sweat pours from my body.

I fight the demon inside me.

I fight my every move.

Every decision I make.

It turns my life upside down.

Yet I make them anyway.

Maybe my silver mask should fade away.

But if it did.

Would I be able to look myself in the face ?

And no longer hate what I saw ?

Could I accept myself ?

In every way possible ?

Or would I lose control.

Shatter my face and have a hand of glass.

Make it all fall away ?

Love is blind.

Make my mask fall away.

Make them know how I truly am.

Make them know my darkness within.

I climb my stairwell.

Out into the sun.

Behold my love,

I am the same one.

No more change.

No more being someone else.

I’m gonna let the light fall on me.

Warm my every bit of skin.

I won’t make you hurt.

I won’t hurt myself.

Change is an inevitability.

I never saw that though.

My love was blind from the start.

Don’t let it fall away.

Like my mask did yesterday.

Make it known.

I love you.

I was blind to the facts

They were right in my face, yet I walked away.

Please, dont go away.