When all I want to do is die…

They use my problems against me,

Like Im some evil thing,

Just because I want to die,

doesnt mean I dont deserve to live,

why do you look at me like I am a disease,

You cause me more pain than you can see,

I slice my arms to stop the pain,

I take the pills and wait,

wait for it to be over,

wait for my freedom,

but then I wake up,

and realize that you have stopped me once again,

you hate me anyways so please just let me go,

you judge me for my pain,

just let me go

Please dont stop me next time,

dont take the bag off my head,

no need to call the ambulance,

just let me go

let me die

and forget I was ever alive.