To come on this site and tell anybody anything about our lives when we know what we have all seen and suffered is not right and enough to put us off life. We know we have been branded as use-able and betray-able, made to feel too weak to fend for ourselves, so why do you think telling your story is going to make any difference unless you still hope to meet someone with the same ‘use-me’ program, just to pity yourselves.
Life just isn’t what we want it to be – it’s what is – not a rat race but a rat prison. Once you are ‘branded’ nobody gives a shit about how you would like life to be and they will play on your forced part to be in the  victim sense of identity.
If you want to live then live unconditionally and face the tribulations of life the way it is. If you don’t want to live then say so without going into the field of your own hidden vanities.
Face it you are seduced by the sense of your own privilege when you see others on a box reporting the poor and the seriously oppressed and you think ‘hey, at least that’s not me’. But you don’t say it, hardly know you are thinking it, like are lot of things you don’t know you are thinking because people made you disintegrate your ego a long time ago to stop you remembering what they did to you.
Yet, you haven’t forgotten, that’s why you are emotionally in pieces. Well hang on if you must but the buttons are all still working and they will be pressed because that is the way life is and abuse of basic human rights will continue. Love isn’t the currency you thought it was, it’s a forged coin that wants to take away your power and steal from you any time it wants – but you can’t accept that – no decent person should.
I am not saying it is your fault, it’s not, any more than it’s my fault I am as fucked up as you but at least acknowledge it, so that you may not be so deluded. It’s an abysmal scenario and you are fodder for it’s carnivorous hunger – know it. Take control or the next generation will be fighting you as you fight today’s monsters. Make a choice.
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mmmmhm interesting…
mmmmmhm isn’t really a comment, is it?
its something. it had really grab mine attenion.
Thanks, if you know what it means then you know how to fight this battle – this site should be empowering people not making them fall deeper into their pity.
or have something causing their pity to fall deeper…
so you think remaining on the surface of their pity and never seeing the foundations it is built on is better?
Not sure I understand what your trying to say…
I am trying to tell people to examine why they might be the way they are rather than get delusional about it and live the delusion.
mmmmhm but i doubt have the people know that at all…i guess we are all about thinking the negative and how they live in delusion…
Is that a life worth living?
Is it? We all make the choice. Death is nothing. Life is full of choices, some bad some good some painful some great. Life is beautiful, its usually society which makes us want to end it.
Life does mean society, family, tribe or some other alienating existence where there is, often, no real individual freedom – it’s not separate and it’s not all beautiful. Death is not nothing – it is, no thing we can understand.