I’m a 22 year old male. I’m not working and also been addicted to gambling for the last few years. My cousin, aunt, sis, and esp mum have already been approached by me several times for money. I’ve lost again this week and tmr is the payment date. My mind’s in a blank now, I don’t know what to do. Everytime when someone lend me money to pay my loss, I swear I won’t touch gambling again but it just failed. I feel so damn useless. My mum’s a single parent and she’s working alone just to support this family, yet I’m wasting away all her hard earned money. She trusted me and here I am, breaking her heart over and over again. Maybe life will be better for everyone if I don’t exist in the first place. I’m just a burden to them, nth else.
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I’m not very good with dealing with addiction, but first just pay it off.. then seclude yourself. Keep yourself from anything that has to do with gambling. If you do it on the internet then turn off your internet. Addiction is hard to overcome… Try going to a support group or something of the sort, I did something similar for another problem and it sorta helped.
Thank you for your comments, it really do help lighten up my mood abit. At least I know someone still do care about people like me. I will think hard about it. :/
@iamafailure: No matter how alone you think you are, no matter how much you think people don’t care, there’s always someone who just needs the chance to do so and they will until they aren’t capable of doing so anymore.
I’m here if you need to talk 🙂 I don’t judge, so feel free to say anything you want/need to. 🙂
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Do you have msn? Can I add you there?
multicolorrain@hotmail.com 🙂