I’m back. I went away for a while, believing that things are getting better. But they are not. They just get worse. Try and try. Go out, talk to ppl. Only make me realize hw lonely I am. It’s all wrong. I wonder what went wrong. Now I’m like a zombie waiting for my time out. That urge to push me off. Keep thinking of jumping. Have nightmares of them. A premonition…my head hurts so fucking much!! Like gonna burst.Cant stand it. i wish im dead. ill be better off dead.
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For what it’s worth… Welcome back.
It’s like a dream the time I was away but its so painful at the same time its too real. And yes, im back and prob to stay…