Well, my best friend wrote me a really long and sweet letter to me last night. She told me how much she loves me and cares for me and misses me( I’m in another country visiting family). And she is the top person I love and care for. I couldn’t live with out her. Literally. And she told me should couldn’t live with out me either. I guess our friendship is a bit odd. We want to off ourselves together. And we have been planning that for some time now. I really think its gona work. But we want to use a shotgun, to be 100% sure we die. But the problem is that a shotgun is hard to find. Or we could use the half of dynamite stick she has in her garage. Somewhere in the woods so there wouldn’t be much of a clean up for people who clean up stuff like that. Because if one of us dies and the other doesn’t its gona be horrible. I cannot imagine my life without her. She’s the best person and I love her so much. Its not a friendship that everyone has. It’s special it really is. I love her so much. And i care for her tons. I really know we’re gona be friends till the day we die.