My family of course still dunno. I have a inkling i will be sent to hospital if they know. But what do you really feel when they find out? Or is everyone here a secret?
i’m pretty sure my family knows i have problems, but they never say anything about it. either that or i’m just really good at pretending nothing is wrong
same way as me. they know something is wrong but they will rather keep quiet and hope it will disappear on its own. i shld have state clearly – thoughts of ctb…i wonder what happened when u mention u wanna ctb?
i haven’t mentioned that directly. don’t know what they would say. don’t think they’d send me to the hospital. probably just tell me to see a therapist, lol.
I told my mom that I’m suicidal, she doesn’t give a shit. She actually uses it against me in fights–“Why don’t you go kill yourself, then?”–it’s terrible. But she’s the cause of my problems, anyway…
But then I have a friend who told her parents she was a cutter, and then was able to receive treatment, get a therapist, get pills, etc., and she does better. Her family is weird, though–they’re almost accepting of her cutting. Like, they don’t get mad at her for it or anything. Sometimes it bothers her, though, because it doesn’t make her feel like she has to stop or anything. But the thing is that, if they were to pressure her, wouldn’t it worsen it? I don’t know.
Another friend told her mom that she had anxiety problems, and her mom was like “Whatever. Tell your doctor, then.” Her parents are very passive.
I mentioned I wasn’t happy and my mom peiced together I was depressed… but just said see a Dr. U need meds. But I havnt mentioned my bus tickets. I’m scared of how my fam would treat me afterwards. They like to inform everybody in my family ( aunts uncles grand parents… EVERYONE) of shit like that. And I dnt wanna be the suicidal kid.. aka the elephant in the room around them. :/
I mentioned I wasn’t happy and my mom peiced together I was depressed… but just said see a Dr. U need meds. But I havnt mentioned my bus tickets. I’m scared of how my fam would treat me afterwards. They like to inform everybody in my family ( aunts uncles grand parents… EVERYONE) of shit like that. And I dnt wanna be the suicidal kid.. aka the elephant in the room around them. :/
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i’m pretty sure my family knows i have problems, but they never say anything about it. either that or i’m just really good at pretending nothing is wrong
same way as me. they know something is wrong but they will rather keep quiet and hope it will disappear on its own. i shld have state clearly – thoughts of ctb…i wonder what happened when u mention u wanna ctb?
i haven’t mentioned that directly. don’t know what they would say. don’t think they’d send me to the hospital. probably just tell me to see a therapist, lol.
I told my mum recently (i’m 37) and have to say theyve been great. Theyre the only thing stopping me from doing it.
what did they say, alstare1974?
I told my mom that I’m suicidal, she doesn’t give a shit. She actually uses it against me in fights–“Why don’t you go kill yourself, then?”–it’s terrible. But she’s the cause of my problems, anyway…
But then I have a friend who told her parents she was a cutter, and then was able to receive treatment, get a therapist, get pills, etc., and she does better. Her family is weird, though–they’re almost accepting of her cutting. Like, they don’t get mad at her for it or anything. Sometimes it bothers her, though, because it doesn’t make her feel like she has to stop or anything. But the thing is that, if they were to pressure her, wouldn’t it worsen it? I don’t know.
Another friend told her mom that she had anxiety problems, and her mom was like “Whatever. Tell your doctor, then.” Her parents are very passive.
My familly do not know, but i have told them that i rant online, id they ask where i rant then they might trace the source back to here.
Plus if i tell them about my manifesto aswell, if i talk about the good feedback i got, then they will trace it back to here.
As of now they have not found out, i do not want to tell them either.
I mentioned I wasn’t happy and my mom peiced together I was depressed… but just said see a Dr. U need meds. But I havnt mentioned my bus tickets. I’m scared of how my fam would treat me afterwards. They like to inform everybody in my family ( aunts uncles grand parents… EVERYONE) of shit like that. And I dnt wanna be the suicidal kid.. aka the elephant in the room around them. :/
I mentioned I wasn’t happy and my mom peiced together I was depressed… but just said see a Dr. U need meds. But I havnt mentioned my bus tickets. I’m scared of how my fam would treat me afterwards. They like to inform everybody in my family ( aunts uncles grand parents… EVERYONE) of shit like that. And I dnt wanna be the suicidal kid.. aka the elephant in the room around them. :/