I don’t know where I’ll end up.

July 31st, 2011by Ella

But I know how hard it’s been on me.

I’d never have the guts to kill myself, so what am I doing here?  I feel like it’s time I reached out, for once. The minuscule amount of times I have with people in my life have failed. No one listens, so I’ve learned to keep my mouth shut. I just need someone to reach back out to me for once. I can’t explain what’s even wrong with me; it’s hard to put it all together into words when every day is such a friggin’ struggle.

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