I see my post are pathetic. sorry to  interrupt your life. probably wont post again. need to end this crapy existence , blacks out got to be better than this. got enough cash to buy a gun. to go alone or not thats the question, could take some with me.  sorry god im not well.
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I am so sorry you are hurting so much. Your posts are not pathetic, it is good that you are reaching out…even if it is the end. No one should ever have to feel completely alone, I know how horrible that is. I think I am pretty close to ready too…after of thinking about it, and planning for it for 32 years.
postes shouldnt be pathetic. Postes are what they are. They allow us to read it. You have done nothing wrong.