Rogue Shadow… Conciounce or demon?

Rogue Shadow, I considered him to be a murderer and assassin. In my false comic thing of whatever that he was just an alter ego of something I wish I could be. Then, last Sunday, we were going home and my perception was at a high and knew everything like the mind of a genius killer was part of my brain. it was a simple thing, but thought to myself, we’re going to pick up my car. Turns out we did, I was creeped out by that but also excited over the potential. Now he’s in my brain, driving me close to insane. I blamed him for losing the remote because I couldn’t find it. Maybe it’s an imaginary friend, I tell myself. I also hope he has a gun aimed at me and I scream pull the trigger. Yet nothing happens.

In other news, I slept and had an interesting dream. Where I attempted to rape one of my cousins. I hate those dreams, I don’t know if I will become a rapist or something. I seemed to enjoy it, at least a part of me. I’m afraid Rogue is a demon inside me, maybe spiritually or mentally, but I got goosebumps and an evil smile as I read depressing poetry on this site. Feed off others despair maybe?

Maybe Rogue is just a cancer tumor or something causing me to go ctazy. I also tried sending a message to the love of my life on Facebook. I tried nit to obsess and stuff, her response? Block me from her Facebook, now how am I gonna stalk her on Facebook Jk. I shaved my moustache and everyone hates it… I’m tired and unaware of what Rogue is planning right now. He’s not anywhere to be heard or even his reassuring shadow…