My skin. So fragile and easy to cut up.It covers the nakeness that i feel behind my bones. Suddenly these days. I just dont want it. I just want to tear up every skin cell i got. Every strange noise i here or if something happens i just scratch deep in my back. Just last week i found a black scar behind my shoulder blade. I didn’t know it cause something like that but guess what? i dont care i really dont care. Skin is skin it will repair its own self. Just some of these days i just dont want it. I want it all gone. I dont care if i sound like a freak. BE DEAL. If people are able to cut i could be able to scratch myself deep in my back to leave huge scars on it. But will anyone notice. FUCK NO!. Even if im wearing a tank top of something that expose my back i doubt people will even give a damn.
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I used to cut meself, infact i still got the scar from my first suicide atempt, my cutting was a coping mechanism, is your cutting a coping mechanism aswell?
Oh and skin des not heal all of the time, eventully (IF YOU KEEP CUTTING ON THE SAME LOCATION) your cells well become disconnected and become cancerous.
That is how cancer cells function, they are disconnected from you, well the larger you.
Even if you do get cancer, it is all the more reason for suicide, i mean who wants raidiation projected at them.
If i had cancer, i would commit suicide.
lolz damn i had cuts on my wrist but they are gone i have this huge back scar on my back i dont even know if its gone or not who knows it really huge though :/