Too much fighting, yelling, crying…
Greed, death, loss…
I’m sick of everything.
I’m close to losing it…
My fiancee finally got his personal injury settlement… Which was less than half of what was anticipated…
My father was pissed because he wanted more than 800$ but we couldn’t give him 1500$ unless he wanted us to be broke…
He basically called my fiancee useless, and that he wasn’t his kid even though 2 months ago he said he was like one to him,
we ended up giving him 2300$ out of the 400$ in the end… I officially hate my father and want to gtfo the second I get my fucking GED.
My fiancee threatened to leave me twice this morning… Apologized later… We’re okay. But I still hate my dad.
A close friend of mine passed away today… While it was inevitable he was living on borrowed time, and he was always in and out of the hospital… He still had enough will to say “Fuck you God, I’m dying in my bed where I want to.”
I’m still slightly in denial… But a lot of us who knew him got together (this is over 30 people…) and after bawling my eyes out… Its like he came down and ***** slapped me and told me to stop crying… It makes me look stupid… <3
But, I’m sure it will hit me again later, and I will bawl my eyes out with a fond memory… I know on monday it’ll happen again…
I also found out that the dog I had for 12 years has become deaf…
God damn it… I’m tired of this. The second my therapist says “I can tell you’re getting better.” this shit happens.
Something doesn’t want me to be happy… At all…
And I never will be for more than an hour… Ever…
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Thank god im Hartless… I hope il die a virgin… Therapist are a ,,Self rithches money leaches” All you need is a way to express yore self like painting, getting insane or punching something……
I draw. Doesn’t matter.