Cut Me Please

i love cutting… my cuts just healed… i love cutting at the right emotional moment… the sting… the burn… the way it feels when i run my fingers over the welts they leave… you see when i cut i like to cut on inside of my arms.. with a serrated knife… just under the dermal layer of skin… i avoid cutting muscle at all… skin will heal with no long term effects… muscle scars and you have issues later in life…. i would make about 50 2 inch cuts across my arm, then take a handful of rubbing alcohol and rub it in… fuxty fux fux fux… god if i didnt have an interview on thurs i would cut right now… i love the high i get from cutting… i love the pain… the sting the burn… cut me please… please…!!!