done…

i dont want to be here anymore. im done with everything that comes around the corner. I can’t stand my family more than the next person. I feel so depress and empty. I dont belong in this world much longer. I want to go grab my extension cord and go hang myself outside. Why do i even try? I ask my friend for help and i havent heard a replied over two weeks. Im just done i dont want anyones help anymore. I will just let them wait for me to be dead. They dont need me anymore im just their fucking slavey that has to do their fucking biding!. I will finish myself off on my birthday maybe less than that. Beening stuck on this world everyday for every week in every month till the end of the year is not worth it. God… im sorry but i am needed to go.