I want God to kill me. Â I want to be struck by lightning or hit by a car or something. Â Nothing ever gets better. Â I like to pretend one day a pretty new girl will show up at school and maybe she’d like me and we could become friends and then eventually she might want to be my girlfriend, but that won’t happen. Â There will never be anybody out there for me. Â I’m gonna die the way I lived, alone. Â My family and I have never gotten along and my friends seem like they don’t like me, they just hang around me because it would be hard to avoid me at school. Â I don’t have anybody who really cares about me. Â I’m always alone. Â But then again if I was someone else I probably wouldn’t like me either. Â I think I come off as annoying a lot. Â And with girls I think they just dismiss me as an ugly loser. Â I guess that’s all I am. Â Annoying and hideous. Â I guess I don’t deserve anybody. Â Maybe I’m supposed to be alone. Â Maybe I’m just here to make everybody feel better about themselves.
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dont think that. maybe some good will come who knows :L i doubt your here to make anyone feel better about themselves i find that hard to beileve to find that true v- v.
Bro who you have been, does not have to be who you are or who you will be. If you value yourself, and if you show others you value them, they will value you. I spent my first college semester as a nobody, alone and depressed. Then I was talking to a friend about his loneliness, and I told him something along the lines of “try talking to everyone you know, everytime you see them. It will be weird at first but you have nothing to lose.” Then I realized that I needed to take my own advice. Within a month I had tons of friends that were absolutely different from me and eachother. I had people actually calling me to hang out on saturday nights. Girls texted me for once.
You can continue to live as you are. But I just hope you give this a try, do you have anything to lose? When you walk by someone, smile, even if you are having a horrible day. Say hello to people whether you know them or not. When you see someone you know, get excited about seeing them! That makes people feel great! Then when they think about you, automatically, happy thoughts will come to them.
It changed my entire life. Just try it. Or you can continue to be miserable. The opportunity to change your entire life is in the palms of your hands bro. I hope you feel how genuine and true this is. Good luck.