Blank blank blank, is all that I see everywhere. No point of anything. Just a repeated cycle that goes on and goes on til the end of everything. Exsisting?, what does it mean? How does it feel to not exsist? There is no meaning to anything anymore, nothing nothing nothing at alll.
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Brandon text me. I’d call but I can’t talk right now:/
It’s a lonely place to be, I know. I wandered inside it for years until I met you guys. Brandon you’re not alone. We love you. <3
It sucks.
It sucked for me too. Remember? Around July 11, somewhere around there. I got through it and so can you. Talk to us, we’ll listen.
Yea I remember. And I don’t know, I’m just feeling lonely I guess.
Aah same here. I missed you guys. I’ve been a loner my entire life, I didn’t know how to cope when you guys disappeared on me. D: Waah! Lol.
Listen to CHANCE! by UVERworld. <== That jrock song always cheers me up.
CHANCE! (Translated lyrics)
It’s chance chance chance. Let’s begin
Trans somebody with this. One wish
Makin’ sound with beats. Shakin’ dancin’ Uverworld
Start! Just keep! The last is easy, peace
Peace! Attack! Everybody!
Rock time! Big show time!
Even if I wanted to, the times always betray me
I’ll stop feeling like I want to abandon it all! I’ll face you with respect!
If I wish hard enough, it will reach you
Time is precious!
No matter when, I want to always shine for the one I love
That’s right, nice your smile keep!
That’s right, always get chance!
I want to answer the voice of your heart
The dream of that day, which has no chance of coming true
Is still twinkling in my heart
Time always returns to the beginning
Don’t give up
I want to always keep chasing it
Get chance like this
Pump up the volume
There’s no end
Jump on, even more
Don’t pay attention to the embarrassment that will one day disappear
Stay bright and smiling
Time is precious!
No matter when, I want to always shine for the one I love
That’s right, nice your smile keep!
That’s right, always get chance!
I want to answer the voice of your heart
The dream of that day, which has no chance of coming true
Is still twinkling in my heart
Time always returns to the beginning
Don’t give up
Keep chasing it
Grasp the many miracles here
The melodies and the fragments of words
I don’t want to regret a thing
Until I find the answer
I don’t want to look back
Break! Show time!
Get down! How do you like it? This is Uver!
All styles unexpectedly coincide
If you listen to this, you won’t be disappointed, look at me!
Try comparing it to the other music around
The value is obviously full-scale
A player encouraging conversation with sound
That’s right, makin’, that’s right, chekin’
One thing uniting for us
One peace!
Even if it doesn’t reach you
Time is precious!
No matter when, I want to always shine for the one I love
That’s right, nice your smile keep!
That’s right, always get chance!
I want to answer the voice of your heart
Listen to the voice that doesn’t pass by
Feelings are fleeting and fade
Even your love is an endless line til you give up
The dream of that day, which has no chance of coming true
Is still twinkling in my heart
Time always returns to the beginning
Don’t give up
Keep chasing it
Grasp the many miracles here
The melodies and the fragments of words
I don’t want to regret a thing
Until I find the answer
I don’t want to look back
Brandon went to sleep Liz:/
Ohh. Well at least when you’re sleeping the pain goes away. Wish he’d talk to us, though. Guess he must’ve gotten.. sleepy? What about you? I can’t sleep. *sigh*
Yea looks like him and xboy don’t want us
Just us girls then. Why do guys shut themselves off? Do you know? Heck how can we, we’re not guys. ..BRANDON! X-BOY! YOU KNOW WE LOVE YOU! DON’T EVEN TRY TO DENY IT! =]
Is that so? Sorry couldn’t sleep.
No need to say you’re sorry. Listen to the song, man. It lifts my spirits.
Oh and of course I know you love me, I love u all too.
And I did, it’s a really good song. I was planning on sleeping but got restless, but the song did lift my spirits up
Liz I have a girl secret to tell you. I’m emailing you.
Okay. Jrock rules! Now I want you to listen to Oh Happy Days by nobodyknows+. It’s really mellow. ^_^
Wow Anna! What a secret! Like whoa. WHOA! =b
Ok that’s a great song too
Yeah it is. ^___^ Check out Koi no Mega Lover by Maximum the Hormone. Now that’s more our taste in music! xD
How you feelin’ now?
Yep and I actually know that song, I love maximum the hormone, my fav song is the one they have as the opening for death note. :). And I’m feeling a little better now
And check out the band Les Descrets- Effet de nuit. That’s a great song too
Great to know you’re feeling better. I’ve been good. Except for the fact that X-Boy won’t talk to me. I wonder why..
Whoo! Maximum the Hormone rocks! What’s Up, People!?! Fucking cool song, I luv it. Kuso Breakin No Breakin Lilly is another good song by them.
Okay! I will. 🙂
Yepp and I don’t know :/ I haven’t talked to him since July 2 or something. And haha yess that’s the song and il check out that one too. I loooove music
Found it. Gonna take a while to download, though. :\ I’ve got slooooow internet. Makes me wanna flip out and beat up my laptop. Lol, j/k. Music’s awesome.
HEY X-BOY! GET YOUR WHITE BUTT IN HERE!! xD LOL!
Hey you know you can find it on YouTube?
Oh youtube! Silly me. xP That’s what X-Boy said to me the last time we talked. He said, “how do you check out your songs? on youtube right?”
Haha I usually download them. Check out Pinback – Lyon. <==It's his fav band. =]
Haha ya YouTubes prob alot easier, to me it is. and ok I will,
Heyy I’m going to bed, I’m really tired and it’s getting late, good night 🙂 love you friend. Sorry for abruptly leaving out of no where :/
Goodnight sweet boy. I love you too. <3
Umbra, the thing is when you die, you don’t die, you just shed your body…that’s why if your intentions for dying or whatever are from your heart it will make the process easier for you…the process of transitioning to the after life. I used to think that way til I was given some much needed awareness. Good luck.
@softsoul – Lol, I think you meant your comment to be directed at Nihilism00. It’s his post, not mine. Hah. Thank you anyway. I’ll hold my tongue and I’ll shut up and listen. =]