Like the title said,”Why do i even try?” I try to get help. No fucking used. They just never replied back. I told my mom about the bullying. What do i get? Support. Is that a bad thing? Not really but all i feel is support no care. Why do i care about people? I dont know i just dont know. Do i get any care? Barely! I just cant feel it anymore. Why do i even try? Why do i try so hard? Since yesterday last night i barely can breath. I barely can breath right now? I just want some extension cord and go outside and go hang myself. I’m already ahead and not breathing much mind as well go into the garage and do the rest. Stupid fucking promise why am i so stupid. Why do i try so hard to keep it? Why do i try so hard to even breath? I dont deserve the air around me. I dont deserve anything anymore. I hope my life end fast quick and painful.
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I hope you are still there, I hope you will keep trying. I want you to try. You don’t know me and I don’t know you but I want you to try and I want you to try for me. I am a Mom and I lost my son to suicide. Please keep trying.
♥
Not sure. Hoping for a better, happier life?
Please don’t give up. Life hurts…I know it does, but it’ll all be worth it in the end.
If you want to talk, believe me, I’m not a person that’s there just to support, but I really do care and I never get annoyed or bothered by anything people say. If you need or want to talk about anything at all, drop me a message at Jessica-castle@hotmail.com
If not…just don’t give up. <3 It'll get better.