I have everything in life a year ago, I have looks, charm, decent in studies, good family and have friends. I really can’t relate to most people here talking about committing suicide.
But I’ve been depressed lately. I’m 19 and i felt I’ve nowhere to go. My results sucks now, I can’t get into University, I have greying hair as well, which means my looks are gone by the end of this year, and I have no motivation to live on anymore.
Today, I made a commitment to myself that I’ll at least make the most of what I have until I commit suicide. I plan to travel to another country to do it. I’ll give the excuse that I’m there to see my best friend there for a visit. I also plan to stab myself to death so it seems like a murder rather than suicide. At this time of posting, I have 13 weeks to live.
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stabbing your self leaves different wounds then being stabbed. hey wanna join up we can go to amsterdam get totally blitzed on their weed and then commit to the suicidal tendencies plan. what do you think
Are you serious? I would rather my death be a quiet one. In my mind, I have already planned it all out. we’ll see, I really don’t mind. Its not like I have anything to lose.
I see everyone has a plan. The action is the hard part. (at least for me)
Good luck to you, enjoy yourself in those 13 weeks. I don’t know though, how do you make it look like a murder when there is no struggle and no trace of someone else in the house and everything? Also stabbing sounds like an incredibly painful way to go. D:
believe me kyle, there is someone here praying for you!! I know its hard when life seems to look worthless. I myself struggle each day to keep myself alive. Its hard to focus and hard to enjoy because we ourselves don’t love us anymore and we really want to find someone that could take away this pain and agony!! I know even what I saw will not help but really being honest, I maybe a stranger to you. I might not know what your going through but I believe you can hang on to the little life you have been gift! And you can make something out of it! Think of all the little gifts and talents you could help someone else to life! I’ll pray for you!!!