I don’t believe in you; you know this. But I can; you know this as well. I know that you know that I’ve been rolling with the devil and in general, have just been a real suck. I know I can do though if you just give me something. Give me something to believe in. The devil tells me to look in the mirror and believe in myself but I can’t, I just can’t.
I can be better than all of the mungkhees in the world combined but I need help. I need something that’s just for me, to let me know I’m alive and breathing; that this isn’t just a dream.
Even though I don’t think you exist, a lot of other people do; prove them right man. Be my god, speak to me in a way I’ll understand, clearly and logically. Speak to me God, let me know
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tphg, perhaps try to find that goodness and strength in yourself. So many persons have different ideas about the God concept. The only thing I know for certain is that there is no Santa Claus in the sky. As to the Devil, I have never allowed the possibility that he is real, which is a good way to go if you want to feel better. Mankind creates super-lies, which is confusing to a real person. You are a real person; you dig deep. Be aware when people are trying to manipulate you into their beliefs and find your own, even if they are not structured. Know you can find love in your own heart; cherish that heart. I know, so many words… But I wish you all the best in finding some peace within.