Hey everyone, to anyone who has made up their mind or is considering to end it all tonight…
How about waiting just one more night? I know it may seem like you can’t stand even another SECOND of being alive and you just want to escape this life this instant. But adding one more night to the life that you’ve lived won’t hurt you. Just close your eyes, think about everything that you will miss, and go to bed one more time. Maybe your head will clear up in the morning and you will change your mind. Maybe not. But it’s worth trying, and what’s one more night? Everyday I wanted to kill myself for the last couple of weeks. But one morning I just woke up and felt the smallest bit of hope. I don’t know where it came from, or how long it will stay, but as of now, I feel like living life won’t be so bad after all. Who knows, maybe tomorrow morning you will wake up and gain the tiniest bit of encouragement that was all you needed all along.
Hang in there everyone- xx
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every morning i wake up and the first thing that i think is “will i screw up agian?”
my whole life is astring of mistakes and regrets
i know that feeling, i have felt it too for the majority of my life. what sucks even more is going to bed every night thinking “i screwed up again”. i know that sometimes it seems pointless to continue on when you have so many regrets but maybe one day you’ll be able to forget about your haunting past and start a new life.
here is a quote i read that touched me: “And I need you to know that what matters to me is not where you’ve been or what you’ve done, but where you’re going.”
it’s incredibly hard to overcome guilt and shame and i believe that these are things powerful enough to drive us to death. but one day you’ll be strong enough to move forward and forgive yourself, and on that day you will have strength to become a better person. don’t give up now. xx