just pain

I can’t believe that love could hurt this much, it really sucks:/ (I’m a girl). my dad yelled at me again, and worked me to death. I don’t have any friends, and I still cry every day because of my physical(aching bones and beating myself) and mental pain. But I don’t mind it so Mich anymore, being alone isn’t terrible. It gives me a lot of time to think of ways I can commit suicide in the near future.