So Much Pain Here. Have many suicided?

With so much pain and suffering here, I know that some of the writers will have achieved their desire to leave this world. Does anyone know the stats? Are there any forum members you know who have died at their own hand. I suspect its a small number. Hope you are one of the ones who gets better and doesnt need us anymore. For myself, my plan has taken 30 years to form enough that I am ready. I have the helium, have my letters written, the place selected. Just waiting for a chance to be alone. How will you know if I am successful. You won’t, will you. You wont care anyway. You have enuff of yor own problems.