Is life supposed to b this hard? felt so down, just needed to talk to someone, the next best thing is google! thats how i found this site! and i cried! so much so many people in pain!! it helps to read other peoples posts!
If it wasn’t for my two beautiful girls then i dont think i would be here! they r……the only ones that r keeping me going, i struggle every day!  Tonight coming on this site helped!! people do tell me think of ur family they luv u! what would it do to them! if u were’nt around anymore! They dont understand! i do love them………….so so much! but i hate myself! i hate who i am, so every day i want to hurt!
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Hey. Sorry to hear you’re down.
Do you want to chat?
Ye i’d like to chat! chatting really helps! One miniute i’m ok then the next i wish i was dead, if i’m with my daughters up i will get through it, but if she’s already gone to bed! its not good, i wouldn’t get through the night without hurting myself! last night was a bad night! i came so close! i punish myself all the time! i dont eat!…………..god i need help
its ok to hate your self but they would know your self worth is down probly and it might make them depressed too. so maybe go to counseling if you love them try to love yourself. ive been told alot you cant love anyone else if you dont love yourself.