When I was 12, I tried to commit suicide but chickened out/failed after I already cut my wrists.
Since then I’ve been too scared to try again…until now?
About 3 years ago, my Aunt attempted suicide (not her first try..but she overdosed), my grandmother and sister have both attempted to commit suicide as well. Â I’ve gone to counseling for depression before, but now the circumstances are different.
Recently ran into a lot of legal trouble with drugs and I’m now once again considering suicide before I get locked up or have to tell my parents. Â Can’t decide which method. Exit bag looks pretty nice right now, but I can’t find undiluted helium. and I don’t know where to get ********. Â Any help is appreciated
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I am currently in legal trouble because of drugs as well. I started… stealing from my job for money to get it for me and a friend, and to help pay all the bills and rent.
I got busted and have since spiraled out of control in depression and suicidal thoughts. Cutting, throwing myself down the steps, ect ect… It is quite sad.
I have two people who are so dear to me, that have kept me alive this long. This all started June 2nd. My first court thing is next wed… The demons are slowly creeping back into my head and I find myself becoming more lonely and sadder without my lifelines around me.
It is hard. I know. Try to be strong for a little while longer.
I’m interested to hear how your trial goes and how it changes your outlook if you’d be fine with sharing.
I have trial in December or January…. If found guilty I’m looking at 2years in jail… ‘ I also fell into a deep depression/suicidal thoughts… I’m gonna end it soon by hanging or gonna bleed to death……..