I did not grow up easy…well it whas hell don’t know my father I whas raped when I whas small my father how raised me bett me up every day just because I whas not his son on almost every table in the house there where drugs…school that was shit always in a fight just because I whas the small 1 in school and I whas the only 1 fighting back, teachers ignored me had no frends can’t talk to anyone my 2 sister’s did all the bad things and I got the blame and punished I sleep outside I have never heard the words (I love u) but aferter school it whill be better right uhmm no not at all I moved away start a new life I did not see my family in 3 years I had the best work but got fired because I’m white and not black I always got cheated on never had a girl longer then a couple of months can’t find a job I’m internal broken I have pyn on my body it hurts so much don’t even help to cry…if someone can give me a really good reason not to die ?? If you care I whill tell you the rest of my shit life…( I live in south Africa and white black thing still very strong here )
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I’ve always wanted to go to south africa, and i’ll get a chance to deploy there in bout a year. Sorry to say but life sucks everywhere in the world. People can’t handle Japan, India, Korea, South Africa, America, Australia, England, everywhere. But there is always hope.
You fighting your struggles shows that anyone in your position can fight through it too. If you make it alive then more and more people will fight the struggle. Believe it or not you do have a voice. It may have been weakened by a life of misery but it can still be heard