Since i am back to this shithole again, at least i will share my experience. I recently attempted to suicide (don’t ask me what i did- didn’t work anyway), but unfortunately my best friend (not so best anymore) found me soon enough and took me to a hospital. Some random doctor brought me back to life (or hell to be more accurate) and now i sit at a computer, digesting the success of my failure. Those bloody doctors are so damn good these days…..
Regarding what actually happened while i was „on my way“- nothing. Don’t remember anything specific, no tunnel, light, dead relatives/friends, looking at doctors from the ceiling, or using the „heaven escalator“… nothing (didn’t even get to meet Michael Jackson). I guess these things would come post 5mins? In case you wonder- yes i was diagnosed dead (for c.1,5mins). Maybe my memory is poor, but most probably my brain just wanted to prevent me from experiencing the extreme frustration that would come after realizing what hell of a wonderland was waiting for me on the other side.
PS I don’t think i will do it again. If those folks managed to wake me up a bit later, i could’ve been crippled forever. After all, as soon as we are born, we start dying. I guess I’ll just wait until I „naturally“ reach the Davy Jones’ Locker and keep faking my smile while getting straight A’s in my inability to live any aspect of my life as a normal person.
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This shithole? You mean this website or the cruelly made place we call Earth. And also its very a intresting story you told. Can’t believe you were dead for like 1.5 minutes. At least it tells us that you were able to do that.
Maybe waiting naturally will be sooner than we all think, 2012 is just around the corner, lol.
I’m an old fart, yet have personally heard some stories of people that failed at suicide and then found the love of their lives a year or two later, hum life is strange like that.
I’ve also had people tell me years later they were still in the same place, mentally and spirutually. I’m one of these, failed suicieds and still in emotional turmoil.
Hope life turns for the better for you.
hope is all you need
Hmm… any longer than 10mins and you should have been braindead. It’s kinda risky…
Well, you’ve made this decision to not try again… so I guess you have to keep finding new ways to make it better… while you’re stuck here…
I’m going to try to take a happy moral from this story. I think humans are amazing creatures. Look how far medical technology has come… we can literally bring people back from the dead! It’s amazing! I’m sorry if you did not want to be saved… but things like this happen, all over the world, on a daily basis. I think that’s pretty special.