Hate it.

October 29th, 2011by SnowyBeawr

I hate how I’m forced to go to religion school every Saturday. I’ve been an atheist for years, but my mom and siblings threw me in this school so I can ” become a true Christian”.

The only reason I stopped believing in God, was because I was ignored.

I used to pray and pray for help; help to stop cutting, help for my mom, help to become a normal functioning human being, not the piece of shit I am today.

But no, no matter how much I prayed, cried, begged: nothing. Everything got worse.

Maybe I was doing it wrong. I don’t know.

Every time I go to church now, I want to cry. I hate it.

I fucking hate it all.

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