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by i-need-help-soon
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i’m 14 and i have attempted suicide 4 times in the past year. i was sexually abused by my grandad for 6 years, i get bullied at school, i get beat up a lot and i’m classed as a emo. i have no friends, i used to have friends but they’re dead now… i was 11 when i was first raped and made to watch my best friend be raped and beaten to death, i was then beaten and ended up in hospital. i’ve been raped more than 12 times and i slit my wrists because the pain is kinda a escape and it takes my mind off my life for a while. i came on this website because i need help with my depression, i don’t want to be depressed or suicidal. i want to be happy. i need help, can someone please help me?? :'(

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16 comments

muspelhem 10/3/2011 - 3:42 pm

Hi,

What help do you want?

-Daniel

i-need-help-soon 10/3/2011 - 4:04 pm

i dont want to be depressed and suicidal anymore, i want to be happy. i was happy but then i woke up o_O i dont want to spend my life being lonely and depressed but it’s the only thing i can be :'( i want help to be happy

Knightofdoom 10/3/2011 - 3:57 pm

No one know what help they want, or we’d know how to ovetcome this. Were looking to be saved, safe. Looking for a miracle.

And hey you posted his at 3:33
I see time in triple number all the time
And it has been said that’s your guardian angel watching over you

muspelhem 10/3/2011 - 4:11 pm

Okay. First off, here’s my e-mail, you can write me anytime you feel like it to talk:

muspelhem (at) hotmail.com

What makes you happy?

i-need-help-soon 10/3/2011 - 4:20 pm

thanks 🙂 ermmm…… listening to music and drawing, they’re the only thngs i do that make me happy

LexicLindsay 10/4/2011 - 5:23 am

It’s ok you can be happy. It’s not easy. What kind of music do you listen to? What do you like to draw? If you ever want to talk to me I’d be glad to. I’ll always respond. llamasliketoparty (at) gmail. com I hope to hear from you.

i-need-help-soon 10/4/2011 - 1:15 pm

i know, i’v tried o_O and i listen to rock, alternative, indie and punk music. i like to draw random things, mostly doodles and thanks 🙂

muspelhem 10/4/2011 - 12:16 pm

Can I see your drawings? 🙂

i-need-help-soon 10/4/2011 - 1:15 pm

they’re not that good o_O

i-need-help-soon 10/4/2011 - 1:14 pm

i live in nottingham, england and no they havent because most of the time i didnt know who they were. and thanks

X-Boy 10/4/2011 - 1:35 pm

it’s cool, show us ^^

muspelhem 10/4/2011 - 1:37 pm

I’d really like to see them 🙂

i-need-help-soon 10/4/2011 - 2:00 pm

i dont know how to put pics up on here anyway 🙂

lost tears 10/4/2011 - 2:11 pm

i have something to make u smile. look up emo cartoons espesically pon and zoe. im not sure if those r their names or not but they make a smile apear

i-need-help-soon 10/4/2011 - 2:15 pm

awww they’re cute 🙂 and i couldnt help but smile 🙂 i think i’ve smiled more on here than i have i ages 🙂 but awww 🙂

muspelhem 10/7/2011 - 4:41 pm

Glad to hear that 🙂 Hope you can do stuff that makes you smile or makes you happy as often as possible…

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