The one person I’ve given my all to, doesn’t care that I don’t want to be here anymore. I just want to know someone cares. No one else knows that im suicidal.
I read your earlier post on Nov 14 just now and I completely understand your feelings. Though others may say we live a life that is considered luxurious to the rest of the more unfortunate world, it is not our choice to feel hopeless and want to be put out of what we consider to be misery. I can also understand that you could be surrounded by many loved ones, and yet, feel so alone at the same time.
Though I am but text on the screen of your monitor right now, there is still someone behind it, typing these words to you and I hope that with these words, the burden of loneliness, sorrow, and hopelessness lift from your shoulders at least a little bit.
Sometimes, the only ones to truly understand your plight are the ones undergoing it as well.
I care….and now I know how you feel. email me dej82000@yahoo.com I was there last year, and 8 months before that….and 9 years before that…and, well, I’m still there. And still here. Weird, takes someone on the brink to care about someone standing right there with him.
Right there with u…i gave almost 20 years to a person who could care less how i am feeling…when i cry he laughs at me…i wish i knew what to say to make u feel better, but im in the same boat…
I wish those we care for would feel what we feel for one second. Just to be able to comprehend our pain. I used to think I was the only one who felt this way, until I found this website. Knowing im not alone, knowing someone understands me, gives me some comfort.
i wish the same thing…or at least hope that perhaps some day they realize what they have done to someone they once cared about. i will never understand how people can be so cruel and seemingly heartless or why they feel the need to keep twisting the knife over and over again… and it does feel a bit better to know that your not alone, doesnt it? feel better soon…
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I read your earlier post on Nov 14 just now and I completely understand your feelings. Though others may say we live a life that is considered luxurious to the rest of the more unfortunate world, it is not our choice to feel hopeless and want to be put out of what we consider to be misery. I can also understand that you could be surrounded by many loved ones, and yet, feel so alone at the same time.
Though I am but text on the screen of your monitor right now, there is still someone behind it, typing these words to you and I hope that with these words, the burden of loneliness, sorrow, and hopelessness lift from your shoulders at least a little bit.
Sometimes, the only ones to truly understand your plight are the ones undergoing it as well.
I care….and now I know how you feel. email me dej82000@yahoo.com I was there last year, and 8 months before that….and 9 years before that…and, well, I’m still there. And still here. Weird, takes someone on the brink to care about someone standing right there with him.
Right there with u…i gave almost 20 years to a person who could care less how i am feeling…when i cry he laughs at me…i wish i knew what to say to make u feel better, but im in the same boat…
I wish those we care for would feel what we feel for one second. Just to be able to comprehend our pain. I used to think I was the only one who felt this way, until I found this website. Knowing im not alone, knowing someone understands me, gives me some comfort.
i wish the same thing…or at least hope that perhaps some day they realize what they have done to someone they once cared about. i will never understand how people can be so cruel and seemingly heartless or why they feel the need to keep twisting the knife over and over again… and it does feel a bit better to know that your not alone, doesnt it? feel better soon…