As the winter holidays begin, I just want to end….

  November 22nd, 2011 by knotlikeothers

I know so many people who have it hard… way worse than me in many ways, some truly helpless to do anything about their own situations- and then there is me.  I have tried to make what I could better in my life- and the things I have had to accept I have done my best to do just that.  But, after trying so hard, for so long, trying new ways to get through, etc- it just goes from bad to worse despite my efforts. And, I have given up- the prospect of continuing to get older- alone and in pain all the time- just has no appeal.  I wish my family could understand and support me- but after a failed past attempt, I can’t even let on things are worse than ever. I am just so tired….

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