I know so many people who have it hard… way worse than me in many ways, some truly helpless to do anything about their own situations- and then there is me.  I have tried to make what I could better in my life- and the things I have had to accept I have done my best to do just that.  But, after trying so hard, for so long, trying new ways to get through, etc- it just goes from bad to worse despite my efforts. And, I have given up- the prospect of continuing to get older- alone and in pain all the time- just has no appeal.  I wish my family could understand and support me- but after a failed past attempt, I can’t even let on things are worse than ever. I am just so tired….
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Wish we lived close to each other…we could help each other out…Read my post on here..then you’ll understand
I couldn’t find your post…..
I understand where you are coming from, I too have had several failed attempts, But thats all private, im tired of having to pretend to be happy for my friends and family, when thats clearly not how i feel, sometimes i feel as if my life is the worst, then i have to look at everyone elses, some of my close friends have worse lifes than me but havent attempted suicide, or cut their wrists like me, I admire the fact that some people have perfect lifes, but not everyones lifes are perfect, love isnt just going to come your way, love is unexpected, who knows their might already be someone who thinks of you in a loving way that you dont even realize, could be a close friend or a happy acquantiance. Message me sometime! I enjoy splewing about things
thanks… I will
Talk to your family make them understand how you feel. Don’t have to tell them your suicidal. Tell them about your issue’s that make you depressed.
I have told them about it.. I am not sure they “listen’… I think they just feel helpless so they say nothing….