When I was a little girl I was neglected and abused, both physically, emotionally, and mentally. As the years progressed and I entered puberty it seemed as if my whole aura had changed and all the boys noticed.. I started cutting myself because its the only way I ever felt anything.. if not love why not pain? I tried commiting suicide more than 4 times, and failed. What about my friends? i thought.. Â As I entered grade 11 and 12 boys started to think they could take advantage of me, and I was raped at a highschool party. Soonafter that, my self esteem dropped to an almost unexsistant level, I was continuously used by guys for the months following my rape and I allowed them to use me. Now I am in grade 12 and graduating to college in 6 months, I might have a serious STI. This is not good.
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You should first go and seek medical attention. Secondly, tell someone. I a, sure it was and is a painful experience, yet you should not allow it to happen to anyone else. Tell the school, authorities or someone so this can stop. Talk to someone as well so they can help you with you self esteem issues. If not a professional then hey someone one here or a friend. This is something you can control, let’s take control